“It Has A Name”
It invades my sleep revealing spiritual carnage beyond description. Battles rage on both sides of the veil. Eyes change color as they pierce deep into my soul. What first appears to be stable and solid morphs into its true form speaking words of ancient rituals that echo in the wind. Sinister music plays as it […]
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Dec, 19, 2025
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Someone asked me
Someone asked me about my nightmares how they affect me and what helps… writing helps—- it is cathartic for me.cath·ar·tic [kəˈθɑːtɪk] adjective noun cathartic (adjective) providing psychological relief through the open expression of strong emotions; causing catharsis: The stench of this world grows stronger with closed eyes The sounds of hell heightens as the damned […]
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Sep, 24, 2025
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No title – just rambling
I snapped at someone today. I’ve apologized but that doesn’t change the fact that I did it. I have noticed it happens more often when I am fatigued. That is not an excuse just an observation. If I could sleep without the dreams and nightmares maybe I would feel better overall but they’ve plagued me […]
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Aug, 28, 2025
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Recurring Nightmare
How is it possible that a recurring nightmare can cause such intense fear every time I have it? It doesn’t seem to be connected to any special date, memory or trauma but out of nowhere I have it and it’s the same each time. Same people, same words, same progression, same everything and yet I […]
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Jun, 20, 2025
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Another night filled with nightmares
I am awake now but still partially attached to the sinister nightmare. It’s tentacles continue to hold tight as I fumble and grasp at the slippery sides of complete consciousness. Fear lingers around the shadowy edges as it proceeds to distort reality. I am so tired but acutely aware that my fatigue is attempting to […]
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Jun, 14, 2025
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3 am-awake again
I’m awake again in the wee hours of the morning. I know that I’m going to be exhausted before this day is over but there’s not much I can do about it. It seems my body and mind have a random and varied sleep schedule of their own. Sleep 3 hours then wake for 8 […]
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May, 12, 2025
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And another 2 new poems
9/30/2022 In the dark of night when all is still chants of old begin In dreams I hear the silence filled with spells that warp and spin I know my Lord cleansed and forgave the sin I reveled in I know his mercy and that I’m saved yet nightmares pull me in […]
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Oct, 01, 2022
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