Recurring Nightmare

How is it possible that a recurring nightmare can cause such intense fear every time I have it? It doesn’t seem to be connected to any special date, memory or trauma but out of nowhere I have it and it’s the same each time. Same people, same words, same progression, same everything and yet I […]
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Jun, 20, 2025
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Another night filled with nightmares
I am awake now but still partially attached to the sinister nightmare. It’s tentacles continue to hold tight as I fumble and grasp at the slippery sides of complete consciousness. Fear lingers around the shadowy edges as it proceeds to distort reality. I am so tired but acutely aware that my fatigue is attempting to […]
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Jun, 14, 2025
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3 am-awake again

I’m awake again in the wee hours of the morning. I know that I’m going to be exhausted before this day is over but there’s not much I can do about it. It seems my body and mind have a random and varied sleep schedule of their own. Sleep 3 hours then wake for 8 […]
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May, 12, 2025
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And another 2 new poems

9/30/2022 In the dark of night when all is still chants of old begin In dreams I hear the silence filled with spells that warp and spin I know my Lord cleansed and forgave the sin I reveled in I know his mercy and that I’m saved yet nightmares pull me in […]
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Oct, 01, 2022
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A new poem…
rhonda embs 9/21/2022 The stench of this world grows stronger with closed eyes The sounds of hell heightens as the damned cry the darkness grows darker within my dreams and waking reality is not what it seems Behind the vale all things are revealed while on the surface the truth, it is sealed Lives […]
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Sep, 21, 2022
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Nightmares abound

Lastest one…….simplfied and no real details posted here….. A loud crash of thunder woke me up in the dream. I was outside, It was dark, I was laying in mud, shivering and alone. My body hurt everywhere. I could feel mud in my mouth, throat and ears.I was chocking on the mud and […]
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Aug, 20, 2022
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Stuff from time past

TWO years ago I wrote 5/20/2019 rhonda embs many years later in life so real a new response I now reveal your lies and bribes will no longer achieve the result you once received from me so lost in sin I then gave in to you but now I’m his, washed, brand new a […]
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May, 20, 2021
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